I'm the fucking man y'all don't get it do ya

I’ve realized..

i actually haven’t made a difference in someones life. i haven’t made any difference at all.. it seems like I’m always the one asking for help asking for advice from other people. Seem like I’m the only one that has problems or doesn’t know how to handle their problems.DAMN. i should just stop tho worrying bout my problems and having people feel bad for me…i can do it all on my own its cool. i know i lie i know i make dumb decisions..but i should just handle it myself

idk tho.maybe i just need that pick me up type of person.. i aint gonna go on how i had a rough life as a kid..or how my step dad beat me up or how i never ever had a father figure in my life..cuz I’m sure people been through worse..shoot theres people that don’t even got a roof on their head.and millions of people out there with an empty stomach which is sad.someone who can show me that life is good and to be happy and to just think positive bout things, someone who can make me better..

i just wish tho for once….just for one time.i could actually say I’m happy and love my life..maybe i don’t deserve it tho.real talk..

supposedly she didn’t cheat.

I don’t give a fuck if she did or not..its the fact of the matter that what she sent that guy in a text.u don’t be sending a guy u wanna f**!! in a text message yo!! thats some bs u feel me. she texted me saying she never had a relationship where the guy didn’t tell her what to do. I’m not that type of dude.i was but i aint no controlling bf. I’m the type of dude that lets his girl do his thing.. she can do what she wants..its her decision whether to make mistakes or not.  if she obvsiousy sent a text like that to a guy she obviously doesn’t have the mentality to be in a relationship. meaning she didn’t really care bout me.. thats some weak shit foreel…ive been through a breakup but damn like that?? i guess its better to know the truth …

She cheated on me…

I go through her phone when I know i shouldn’t .. And saw things …can’t believe she did that …. Someone talk to me please …

ILLEST BITCh ALIVE REALEST BITCH ALIVE

        Lets be honest yo. there isn’t any out there.  none..well if there is there definitely aint any where i live.  Females now a days all they wanna do is fuck with niggas tho. shit before it was us dudes who be fucking around. Now, its the females who be sleeping around and shit. some with people u don’t like, some with even your closest friends! Fuck all that bs tho aint no dude deserve a female like that. they be scandalous.  An illest bitch alive realest bitch alive would be a chick that don’t need a man. a chick that can stand her own ground. an intelligent type of chick.a chick that i don’t needa call bitch lol. but a female that aint stuck up and can talk to pretty much any dude without assuming the fact that we just wanna fuck.  ill admit a lot of dudes out there make us look bad like that but yeah. A pick me up type of chick tho. one that whenever your down can look at you or tell u everything is going to be ok in every way possible whether it be by text or just a simple hug or conversation.  I can keep going on and on with that a chick like this is. but ill just keep it simple. a chick that can still smile through all the bs she went through.